Memos From the Mind

June is almost over...already! In a way I'm looking forward to going back to classes but in a huge dominant way I'm not. I love that my work schedule isn't as stressful during the summer because it's not fighting with school to get enough hours. October-December will be hell because I'll have to work practically everyday to get all of my hours in. So I'm milking this summer for all it's worth :P

I'm still fighting with the college about the Dean's List thing. I called 2 weeks ago they never said anything back so I emailed this lady last friday and she got back to me today saying that she'll check into everything and let me know tomorrow. UGH! Why didn't they just get it right the first time?

I want a mini road trip! Pittsburgh? Somewhere in Indiana? Kelley's Island? I'm not picky :) (damn you Kelsey for making me remember I'm trapped in Elyria all the time :P) So pumped for NYC!!! 38 days baby!

I hope July brings fun things! This summer has already been pretty epic, hell this year has. 2009 and 2010 just make my life and I'm expecting it to continue from there. <3

Nowhere but Up From Here

They don't put enough mini reese cups in fudge tracks ice cream. On a side note things are going extremely well. There is the ever growing list of things that I want to do and they are very very slowly getting done-ish. I want to do something extravagant but I have no idea what. Or at least something I wouldn't normally do. Evan's taking that into his hands and teaching me how to be a video game expert. This should be interesting. My self acclaimed "sensei" of video games will teach me the basics of games I've never played (which is pretty much all of them). This all started because I said I was thinking about getting a PS2 since I've never had a game console that you hook up to the TV. So he decided to show me some games to see if it's something I would really want to do or not. Sounds like a win :)

I also noticed that I really need to get my license. I can accomplish more things if I had it. The problem is lack of motivation, a car (big problem) and the fact that I'm always afraid I'm going to screw up on the road. I've instantly freaked a couple of times and couldn't remember which was the gas and which was the brake. I though that was a problem only old people had. I just really need to get it. It drives me nuts. (no pun intended) I want my freedom dammit grrrr.

I'm pretty pissed at LCCC for the moment. I called them a week ago to tell them that they left me off the dean's list. They took my name and student id and my phone number. They said they would call me, they haven't and I haven't gotten a letter in the mail for it. I'm giving them until next tuesday making it two weeks since I called to bother them about it until I get some damn answers.

Scenarios

Random thought came to mind. Eventually when I get married I don't think I could fathom the fact that my name would be something different. That's so weird. I think I may have to hyphenate but that's too long. Bleh. Life. XD

Figuring It All Out

It's dawned on me that I really really really love Evan. We're so alike but we're so different at the same time, just the perfect amount of each. The only problem we're coming across is that he doesn't know what he wants to go to school for yet so that is pushing his graduation back further than mine. Once I graduate I wanted to look in the Columbus area for a job and move down there but I don't want to leave Evan. I'm hoping near the end of college he'll propose. God, it feels like I'm thinking too far ahead and I defintely was not expecting this to happen so soon but this is it. I love him. There is nobody else I would want to be with and luckily (even though I hate to admit it) I actually can appreciate the relationship I had with Tim. It showed me what love wasn't so I could later distinguish it when it did happen. I'm very happy about that. Even though other things that make me mad or sad or glad may happen, I can always turn to him and he has never asked for anything in return.


I also think I've finally grown to appreciate college. It took me a little bit only because my initial plans were knocked off course because I was lazy but it must have worked out for the better. I do love LCCC even though they can make me mad at times, especially with the whole lack of cancelling classes thing. But I love randomly seeing people in my classes just walking around the mall or showing up at the library while I'm working, haha especially professors. I just don't feel like I'm making the most of my college years. I'm hoping to change that in the fall, even though I think I said the same thing last year. This year will be different! I'm so much closer to my goals, Megan told me that Mrs. Head wants to meet with us so we can get the early childhood ed. club going before fall semester. I think what I've been missing is the club scene. I always had it in high school and it felt good to be a part of something extra. I think it's just what I need for my third year :)

Cumbersome

Holy crap! It's June. Today 2010 is already half way over. Time sure does fly. This past week was fun. Meranda and I went to the beach and waded then a couple of days later we went to the beach with Kelsey and swam. Hopefully it won't be all rainy and junk Thursday because we plan on going again, and this time with beach toys XD

I go back to work today after having Memorial Day weekend off. I get 4 hours of holiday pay for Memorial day so I only have to work 16 hours this week :) In the mean time I'll be finishing my Disney scrapbook because I'm so close. I only have about 7 pages left to do and it's just Sea World, random pictures and the very last page. I'll be pretty excited to have that thing done so I can focus on all of the other pages I need to do. I still haven't done Christmas or anything that has happened this year yet. I'll also be cleaning my room. That comes after I finish the scrapbook because I have scrapbooking stuff thrown everywhere that I don't want to move while I'm working on it.

We're planning a family road trip next summer. That should be very interesting. We would be going to Upstate New York to see family that I haven't seen since I turned 1. We would also be going on a boat tour that my parents went on when we were up there of the 1000 Islands in the St. Lawrence Seaway. Lake Ontario is the last great lake I have yet to see :) Yay for random seeing lake goals!

Hmm...that's about it for now. <3