Giving No Fucks

1.  It's been a rough ass week.  As in, I haven't had a week as bad as the past one in a loooong time.  Now I can handle quite a bit of shit so even a bad week may not seem that bad to me.  This one however was shitty mcshittington.  Issues at school, issues with personal life, issues with family.  You name it, it was in my week.  I will never forget this week and I'll probably always burst into tears at the mention of it.

2.  I'm pretty sure I don't want to be a regular school teacher anymore.  Student teaching is a struggle everyday and while I feel somewhat accomplished, I'm not having fun with it.  I'm not enjoying it as much as I should.  I cannot be one of those who just sticks with a job just because.  I must enjoy my job.  I'm not enjoying this.  I dread doing it everyday.  I'm counting down the days until I'm finished with it.

3. It needs to just be May already so I can have my summer and enjoy it.