Get Ready to Drop A Load, of Love

While cleaning, I found a folder that I carried around my first semester of college. In it, I found one of the only handwritten notes from Evan I've received. It's contents, made me start tearing up just now.

"Kelly Michelle Kreutzke
I love you. I've been falling for you since we've started talking and now look at us, almost 5 months past our amazing day of March 31st when I decided that you were worth everything and anything and more than anything else ever had to me. So my nervousness led me to do it anyways, your 'yes' was the happiest, well one of the most happy moments in my life, and I'm sure, hey, I know that there will be more happy moments. I still think of us in our old age in our dream house, we've been all the places we wanted to, in our swing, me holding you, kissing you like we never got older. Oh, Kelly, you're the most important thing in my entire life. You're my whole world.
<3 Evan"

Now, we had just had our 5 month anniversary when this was written. For then, this seems a little extreme. But now, when we'll be celebrating 4 years next month is an amazing thing to come across. Thinking of everything that we've experienced and changed in the past 3 and a half years from when this note was written is astonishing. I've learned what love is. It truely is something that cannot be described, but when it happens, you know. Maybe not right away but once it's figured out it's one of those 'holy fucking shit' moments.