annoyed >.<

This week has been crappy and it's only Wednesday. I'm currently "working" on my English paper that's due Friday. I have my introduction done, so it's a good start. It's supposed to be a little bit shorter than our other two papers, which is also a bonus, meaning I don't have to BS as much. This week has just been work and procrastination. Surprisingly I'm getting very bored of procrastination. It's not fun when you don't have anything to do during the time you're procrastinating!!! I would much rather clean my room today than write this paper. I had to read 1984 for this paper, annnnnnnnnnd I didn't finish it. In fact, I don't even think I read half of it. I think I'll blame this book for the dark storm cloud that has been looming over my head the past week. It was just way too depressing of a book. The main character is a dickweed and the female in it is annoyingly stupid.

Last week on my way to school we were going down 57 and in the middle of the road there was a fresh roadkill. I hate roadkill, it depresses me. This one really killed me because it was either a small dog or a cat and the head was torn off. Basically nowhere to be found. Its body just lay there in a pool of its own pinkish blood. From that point on the world has seemed so terribly horrible, so uncaring and fast paced that people cannot stop for something? They just plow down everything that's in their way because they're bigger than it is? If the world has become this corrupt already how much worse can it possibly get? Recently it feels like I'm going to school for a degree that won't leave me with anything but thousands of dollars poorer and jobless. What has happened? Nobody cares for anybody but themselves anymore, the news is plastered with swine flu this, woman gets raped that, child abuse everywhere. Where does the madness stop? Everyday criminals are getting off free, celebrities walk as the gods on the earth and the people who actually give a damn, want to make the world a better place get nothing. All left as roadkill on 57.